I am waiting on him to fuck up. I just know that he is going to be like the rest. I know that you are not supposed to have expectations but I am expecting him to fail. That is weird right? I mean we all know how it goes. For one or two weeks you both are communicating daily, you are getting the good morning texts and the moment you get into a routine he bounces. Things never go back to how it was before until some time passes and he realizes he should have stuck with you. We all know that they eventually come back.
I am constantly battling with myself to find a happy medium. I want to not freak out because things may go south and not freak out because I am into him but be able to feel comfortable that it may go either way. I just want to feel normal again.
The Single B*tch