Old Habits Die Hard

I do not know about you but I have a bad habit and it’s not biting my nails, chewing on pens or popping my gum. My bad habit is a person. I can’t speak for everyone but have you ever had someone in your life who you just could not shake? I am not talking about a committed relationship but more of someone who is your safety net or an old faithful that has always been there when you needed them. You know one of those guys who you feel will always be in your corner. What happens when you find yourself having these little nasty things called feelings? I battle with myself because I am not sure what I am feeling. I am hoping that I am feeling soft because” Aunt Flow” is on her way and I am not losing my gangsta. I am not sure if it is all about comfort, love or if deep down inside I am hoping that a bad habit will turn into something more concrete. Sometimes I feel so lost because I want it to end ASAP because I am not getting what I THINK I want but then again I always want him to be there even without the feelings. I often wonder what it will take to get out of a routine? Will it take totally falling in love with someone else, slowly separating yourself from someone or just quitting cold turkey?

It has been said that it takes 21 days to break a habit but what do you think that it takes?

Your girl,

The Single B*tch

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